Bored

Dont know why I even bother to post on here but im bored. I came to the library to watch videos and with my bum luck I get a computer that the sound doesnt work on, *sigh*. I could have took my butt on back home. Since Im here anyway I'm trying to find something to do. Dont really know what to say here anymore. I guess thats it for now.

still trying

still haven't been able to get back into this blogging thing. a quick run down.

stressed from work

hospital bills

not enough money

*sigh*

Still not well

well, its been another one of those days. I haven't felt too good most of the day. I've had a headache on and off all day. At work I just felt..not good. Like I had no strength or energy and I felt dizzy. I dont know what it is. I will be glad when I feel back to normal again. After work I went to get some money orders and a few other things. Came home and took a nap. Played a video game for awhile. Took a bubble bath, ate dinner and washed dishes...not in that order tho. :) Other than that just been watching tv, talking on the phone to Paul and messing around on the computer. Hopefully tomorrow will be alot better. I took two tylenol hoping it will help with my headache. I finally finished reading "The Worst Case", By: James Patterson. Its a good book. Hopefully I can get to take it back tomorrow.

Strange Feelings

I'm feeling sorta strange. My nerves are all over the place. Work was ok today and when I first got home I was fine. It wasn't until I woke up from my nap that things started going down hill. Everyone seems to be getting on my nerves. So I thought maybe I'd watch a netflix movie. Maybe it would take my mind off of things and help me to relax and feel better. Instead I ended up feeling all weird and creeped out afterward. I usually wait and watch movies with my brother when he gets home from work but lately I've been falling asleep during the movies from being so tired and sleepy so I thought maybe that was another good reason to watch the movie early. I dont know what my problem is but...I dont know I dont like it. Im trying to resist the urge to go stuff my face. I've been thinking that I need to stop with eating all the junk food but there always seems to be a reason to eat. I dont even like to look at myself in the mirror. Its not so bad when im fully clothes but looking at myself without anything on..I really dont like it. Makes it hard for me to see how anyone else could stomach looking at me. Anyway, enough with the sad song and dance. I gotta find away to get rid of this uneasy feeling. Any suggestions?

Baby Steps

well, here I am again. Taking baby steps here. I had a good weekend. I didnt do much which is good, I needed rest, on top of that I was broke. Thankfully my brother helped me out with drinks and snacks. I did some cleaning, caught up on tapes, look thru most of my mags, well, scracth that, I threw most of them away cuz they were things I didnt want to look at and they were just sitting there, so i looked thru all the ones I liked and then threw them away. I watched a movie called "The Reeds", which was weird. I fell asleep the first time I tryed to watch it, so I had to go back and watch the parts I missed. I only have 4 days to work this week, yay! So hopefully this week will go by fast. wish me luck.

Miss me?

well its been awhile..i thought id try this thing called blogging again. i'll try to write more next time.

The Storm warning By: Billy Graham

This book was sent to me for free by "Booksneeze.com". Heres my review:
This book is an amazing read. It tells all about how the many problems that the world today is facing and how it relates to the word of the bible. It also tells about the things that are to come in the future. Billy Graham also tells all about his difficult and challenging experiences. And he also goes on to tell what God says, as in his word, the answers to the problems we are facing in todays world. Also he talks about politics and the problems that go along with that. The chapter called "Inside the apocalypse, stood out to me, and the way he talks about the book of "Revelations". He uses the word of God to point out key points and help people to understand Gods plan in how we should live and how living by God word will help things to become better in this world. And also gives a strong warning that we should all be preparing ourselves, family and loved ones for Gods coming. When we are facing storms the one we should turn to is our heavenly father. I think so many people loose site of the word of God and its meaning and how it should be used in our lives.