Wednesday, April 29, 2009


in the back of my mind, thoughts deep like the ocean
I try so hard not to drown in them
So I walk toward the puddles
Telling myself its ok if I get splashed
but as soon as the water hits I struggle
determined not to be angry
I move forward, reaching for the wall
that keeps the water at bay
feeling as if the dams about to burst
I jump much to soon
I try not to hate myself for falling
But still mad that Im still not patient enough to wait
behind the wall is still the wind that stirs the water
Causing the waves that frightens me
Down on my knees I realize much to late
That Im still dry

Friday, April 24, 2009

8 things

So glad its the weekend. Took long enough to get here. Well...I saw this thing in a journal called "Delightfully Inappropiate" ..I wasnt tagged but wanted to do it anyway, so here goes.

8 Things I'm Looking Forward To:

1. Talking to my b/f

2. Summer vacation

3. Seeing a good movie

4. Starting another good book

5. Sleeping in

6. Being lazy

7. New shows starting up

8. Playing a new game

8 Things I Did Yesterday:

1. Watched webisodes

2. Went to work

3. Wrote a long letter

4. Read a good book

5. Tryed to play a game

6. Listened to music

7. Watched tv

8. Texted my brother while I was at work

8 Things I Wish I Could Do:

1. Sleep in every single day

2. Find a better I actually liked and one that paid well

3. Not let the things ppl say and do bother me

4. Play an instrument

5. Paint

6. Have hot sexy dreams

7. Travel

8. Run away with Paul

8 Shows I Watch:

1. SuperNatural

2. Medium

3. Prison Break

4. Ghost Whisperer

5. House

6. Fringe

7. American Idol

8. Doll House

Working...and Coughing..and whatever else

Well I had planned to do an entry yesterday but blogger was giving me trouble again so I just gave up. Im so glad today is friday. I really dont feel like going to work but I guess Im going anyway. Hopefully today wont be too bad. I just hate the sight of my boss cuz she has pissed me off so much this week. Im so tired and sleepy and I really need some rest. Last night it was storming...raining...thundering and lightening..ugh..I hate lightening. I can deal with all the rest, just skip the lightening part. I realized that Im not completely over my cold yet. Its been causing me to have a severe dry throat early in the morning and late at night and a very annoying dry cough during the day. Been coughing up cold this morning. Yuck. Guess I better cut this short. I have to go in 5 minutes. *Sigh* Wish me luck.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Ups & Downs

My day at work sucked. So much so that i dont even want to talk about it. But my day has gotten better since I got home. I got my buzz kit in the mail today.

As you know Im a buzz agent..if you didnt, well now you know. The Newest campaigne is Max Factor 2000 Calorie Etreme Lash Plumper and Vivid Impact Lip color. I tryed it and I love it. The Lip color I tryed was "Ms. Right" and "Vegas, baby". My favorite is "Ms. Right". Red is my favorite color. It goes on smooth and easy and adds the right kinda kick I need to my look. And I absolutely love the 2000 Calorie lash plumper. It makes my lashes look longer, bolder and definately plump. it accents the eyes in a major way. I'd definately recommend this make up. Its one of a kind.

Also I got my Day 26 cd today and I love it. Their 2nd cd is even better than the first one. I also got a movie from Netflix today. Its called "Red Mist". I hope its good. I talked to my boyfriend and he helped me feel alot better. He drew me a picture and wrote the sweetest words on it. It really helped to brighten my day since I was down earlier today.

Better late than never

Well I wanted to post something yesterday but blogger was being me and giving me a hard time trying to sign on so I just gave up. I had my little entry ready and everything. It wasnt much but I had written something..anyway. Im not ready to go to work today. I wanted to stay in bed so bad today. I hope my cd comes in the mail today. I thought it would have gotten here by now. I ordered it last Monday. Ok, Im gonna post want I was gonna post yesterday just so I dont feel like a waste of time typing it. Hmm..I need new of something.

Thankful no headaches, no pains, no allergies far. Better not speak so much of it, wouldnt want to jinx myself. Today is only Tuesday yet I wish so much for friday already. All of a sudden my mouth is really dry..weird. Im at a loss for words. But I still try. Better luck tomorrow.

Monday, April 20, 2009

Pain in my head

Well I was hoping I could get a real good entry in here today but once again, something is trying to hold me back. Ever since I got home from work I've had this horrible headache on the side of my head. Sucks. I did finish reading "Breaking Dawn" today and I stated reading "The Mile High Club". I took a nap when I came home from work, hoping it would help the pain in my head go away, but no such luck. Then I took two tylenol...still not I dont know. My "day 26" cd still hasnt come yet. Maybe tomorrow. So I guess thats it for now. Send me good vibes for my head pain.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

In Recovery

Its been a little while since I've wrote in here. Not sure if I was missed any but I've been sick. Between allergies, that time of the month and being sick with a cold and a very soar throat, I really didnt feel like writing altho I really wanted to. Im hoping this week I will be able to write more. But for now Im gonna end here because I feel a headache coming on.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Saturdays Events

Yesterday I went shopping at the dollar store (yes again) with my mom. And then me, my mom and my brother went to see a movie. We went to see "The Last House on the left". Me and my mom liked it but my brother didnt. Then last night me and my brother watched a Horrorfest movie from netflix called "Broken". Man that movie was so slow and boring and made no sense. And on top of it I was so sleepy cuz I had feel asleep waiting for my brother to finish watching a comedy show on tv that he said was only 30 minutes but it ended up being an hour. So when he woke me up I went to watch it with him but it was hard to stay awake when nothing was happening in the movie. I even went to the kitchen to get a coke to drink hoping it would help me stay awake. It did help a little but dang, as slow and borring that movie was I needed more than a cold coke. It was so slow and boring to the point that it was funny. I busted out laughing when that had the woman in the bathtub just sitting in there starring at the wall and then she put a cloth over her face and then they did a close up of her with her sitting there with the cloth on her face, it was too funny. I wonder how they can even write a script like that. There was hardly any dialog either. The main character in the movie was the woman who plays Sara Conner on the terminator tv show.

Friday, April 10, 2009

New Blog

Im so glad today is Friday. Im so tired and sleepy. When I came home from work I slept for 3 hours. And Im still sleepy. I dont know if its from the lack of sleep or the medicine I took this morning. I made a new blog. I dont know why..just had an idea and thought Id try it out. I hope people will stop by to read. If not thats ok too. I think I'll go ahead and post some samples.

free sunglasses case

Glilette bodywash/shampoo

Axe body spray

Here is my new blog

Anyway, hopefully I'll have more to write about this weekend. If I have time. Until next time..

Monday, April 6, 2009

Samples and Stuff

I'm adding these samples today cuz I forgot to yesterday..until I realized it was late so I put it off until today. I got a free book today and a free calendar and a bunch of magzines in the mail today. I also signed up for a new Buzz Campaigne. I took a nap earlier today but Im still tired and sleepy. Im watching "Medium" right now.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Extra, extra..

Yesterday me and my mom went and ate breakfast at chic-fila. Then we went shopping at the dollar tree. Ok, I love the dollar tree. Really I do. I think I did good cuz I only spent $20 and some change on myself. Im waiting on my brother to get back home so we can watch this movie. He better get back soon or Im gonna kick his butt. I played this game today called "Lost Realm-Legacy of the sun princess" and Im almost finished watching tapes. I'm on page 180 of "Breaking Dawn". I guess I will work on some letters tomorrow. This is so wrong how fast this week has gone by. Now if I had been working it would have dragged on and on. Anyway, Ive enjoyed my time off. I'm glad Ive already washed all of my work clothes so I dont have that to worry about. Just plan to enjoy my last day of freedom as much as I can. Its sad how it feels like Im going back to prison or something. I need to go back to cutting back on what I eat. I know my last couple of weeks at work I had been stuffing my face like crazy cuz I was frustrated and it helps me feel better. I wish my emotions would affect my eating habits so much. But Im trying again starting Monday. Never give up right? Right.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Better late than never

It rained all day yesterday and its been raining all day today so far. Yesterday I got a free tote bag and health journal in the mail. Me and Junior watched the movie "Mirrors". It was really good. I was sleepy mostly all day yesterday cuz my allergies started up as soon as I woke up and I had to take medicine. Now today they are starting up again and I dont know why cuz I havent been anywhere since tuesday and its been raining all day everyday since. I just took more medicine so I will probably be sleep again soon, and I just woke up not too long ago. Every game ive downloaded lately wont work. Its getting on my last nerve. Im beginning to wonder why I even bother. Maybe its time for me to take a break from it again. Its thundering outside too. It was lightening lastnight. I hope it doesnt do that today. I did end up taking a nap today, actually I slept for a really long time and Im still freakin sleepy. Makes no sense at all.