Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Tacky Tuesday

Tacky Tuesday

It is just so tacky for someone to come up to me and tell me that they want an adult plate tomorrow..1st today is not tomorrow, 2nd I know what a freakin adult plate is which still might not be as much as you want it to be but its just tacky to bring it all up the day before like Im gonna be walking round getting ready to serve you tomorrow...yeah right.

It is so tacky for someone to go and tell my boss that I didnt finish the dishes in the dishroom. If this certain lazy person hadnt been so freakin fast to do it herself I would have gotten around to it.

It is extremely tacky to make us serve 7 different foods on one tray and 5 on another. 10 things to serve in all with people piling up back to back.

It is really tacky for almost all the teacher to come on my side to get their tray when theres another line on the other end completely open.

It is sadly tacky for me to have to tell the back up person more than two times that I need something on the line and still not get it and then ending up having to go back and get it myself.

It is horribly tacky for me to realize when I go back in the back to get what should have been brought to me to see the back up person sitting in the middle of the freakin floor! (I kid you not)

And it is sickeningly tacky for a substitute teacher to come to the door yelling "Hello!" loudly over and over again like we dont know people are out their waiting to be fed. Its not like were sitting in the back lounging...well, some of us anyway.

And last but certainly not least, it is definately tacky to tell me how to do my job when I know what Im doing.

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Saturday, January 24, 2009

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Tuesday wasnt bad

Today at work wasnt bad at all. I didnt have anything hard to do, so that was good. All she had me down on the work schedule to do was to wash the breakfast dishes. Which didnt take me long to do. So after I finished that I just kept myself busy by finding other things to do. I Empty two carts, finished up in the dishroom, took out the trash, put forks in the cups, put out the dishes and put the fruit, vegatables and sandwhiches on the serving line. It wasnt hard to working in the dishroom today, because some of the classes ate in paper plates and went to their classrooms to eat. Others ate in the regular plate and stayed in the lunchroom. It was fine with me cuz thats less dishes I had to wash and less trash I had to take out. In the lunchroom they had the tv on so people could watch the inauguration. Alot of the kids dressed up too. My mom was telling me that she heard that at some schools, some teachers and parents didnt want the kids to watch it. Now Im wondering if thats why some of the teachers and students ate in their classrooms today. If that was the reason, I think it is very stupid. Everybody as a right to their own opinion or whatever but to just not allow your students to even watch it is wrong. Most kids probably wouldn't pay much attention to it anyway, but still..to go to that extreme, to me that is just wrong. But whatever. My brother made my day today. He bought "Saw V" and Max Payne" on dvd today. Yay! I cant wait to watch! Oh, and I got a book called "The NoteBook" in the mail today. My best gurl Missy sent it to me. Thank you sweetie! So, today has been a pretty good day so far.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Saturday Stuff

Today has been a pretty good day today. I didn't do much. But I did get to go out for a bit earlier today. I haven't done much since I been home except do a little cleaning. Talked on the phone with my girl Missy and Paul. Feel better ok Missy! My nose hurts. This bump just appeared and it hurts so bad. Im gonna watch a movie with my brother in a few minutes. I got Death Race in the mail from Netflix. I feel like Im getting a headache tho so I think Im gonna pop two advils and lay down and watch it. I think Im gonna pay my mom to wash the dishes too cuz I dont feel like it. I wish I had a maid. If I was rich I definately would. But im po..*sigh* So no maid for me.

Friday, January 16, 2009

Bunch of Witches

Im so glad that today is Friday. Its been another one of those days. The people at my jobs are some childish idiots. I mean Im the youngest person that works there, so how come Im the only one that has some maturity. Grow up please. Ok, so I grabbed a pair of clean socks and put them on after I took a bath cuz my feet were cold, I was not thinking about the color of the socks or what I would be wearing. I just wanted to cover my feet. So I ended up wearing pink socks to work and I had one black and grey...and? Whats so freakin funny about that. I'm not participating in a freakin fashion show, and what do they care...their my socks and my feet, I can put on what I want. I'll wear mixed matched socks if I want too...actually I have before, I dont see why thats so funny. I mean are their lives that boring that the cloth on my feet is a fascinating subject...whatever. Pissed me off. They are lucky it wasnt yesterday when this happened..all of their feelings would have been hurt. I was in a foul mood yesterday...just waiting for someone to cross me. These people are just like...ugh, I dont know how to describe them. Kind of like volutures looking for a dead carcass to feed on. But enough of them...stupid idiots. Excuse my rant please. But I'm just worn out for real. Mentally and physically, and Im so glad that I have three days off to rest. I just hope they I can enjoy my entire weekend. When I came home from work today I passed out, well after talking on the phone for 15 minutes...and changing clothes, then i passed out. I had to take allergy medicine earlier cuz I felt a sneeze attack coming on. I slept for 3 and 1/2 hours. Probably would have slept longer if Snowflake hadnt woken me up. I needed to get up too cuz I cant get rid of those witches I work with. They were all up in my dreams. So anyway, I guess thats it for now. Later.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

One more day of this

Man..Im so exhausted. Today at work was not good for me. I was in a bad mood all day at work, everyone was getting on my last nerves, and I was trying so hard not to snap on anyone. Man was it hard! One teacher...had the nerve to ask me what was wrong with me, and its not even that she asked me that but how she asked me...I was so close to snapping on her. She already has an irritating personality. I seriously cant deal with her on a moody day. I was so glad to get away from that place. After work I walked to the atm machine and then I got a money order, then I came back home. Lastnight me and my brother watched the movie "Planet Terror". It was good, but so gross. I found myself covering my face more than once. I didnt get in bed til after 1am..not sure what time I ended up falling asleep. That might be the reason I woke up in a bad mood, because I haven't been getting enough rest. Im gonna try hard to go to bed earlier tonight.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009


Well, its been one of those days. I feel so tired, so this will be very short. But I just wanted to say Im very unhappy that I didnt get the movie "Mirrors". Netflix has it as "a very long wait". My mom was going to the store so I asked her to go to blockbusters to get it and can you believe that they didnt have it cuz they are freakin closing! This sucks, the universe is just set on making me wait some more..its not right. :( Anyway...Im pooped. Maybe I can do a longer entry tomorrow. But right now, its just not in me.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Words set on fire

what is it about the ocean that drowns me out
the salt burns my skin and makes me doubt
if i can handle the current thats on its way
if I can make it thru another day
why is it like sand scraping against a sore
constantly faced with the slamming door
wounds that wont seem to heal
no where to hide, no way to conceal
the hurt and pain continues to grow
trying so hard not to let it show

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Thorns for Thoughts

I shouldnt be left alone with my thoughts. I think for too much and for too long. Open doors leave room for negativity to come in. But how do you leave yourself open for the good things without recieving any of the negative. I feel like the more I try to focus on the positives and let things get to me, the harder it is. Feels like something is always nipping at my heels, clawing at the edges of my sanity and it does not feel good. Its a daily fight to be happy. Just like now, nothing is going wrong at the moment but negative thoughts keep trying to pop into my head. Why is that. I wish I had some type of remote to turn my thoughts off. But I'll continue to fight off the negativity. My allergies started up today, so I ended up taking some medicine, which had me so sleepy I couldn't even focus, so I broke down and took a nap. I only planned to sleep for an hour, even set my alarm clock, still I ended up sleeping longer. I guess I needed tho. Now the medicine has worn off but I have a headache. I dont know if I should take two advils or not. I feel like im becoming a pill popper, lol.

Friday, January 9, 2009

Is it me, her or the moon?

I had a hard time getting to sleep last night, which means I slept longer than I should have this morning. I felt so tired all day at work and my shoulders feel sore. After work I went and cashed my lil check. I dont know what the mans problem was at the liquor store but he was in a bad mood. I really dont appreciate ppl taking their problems out on me. I have a stressful job like alot of ppl do, I have to deal with ungrateful not so nice people all the time but i cant just go around snappin on folks all willy nilly. Got problems at home? hey, i do too, leave that mess at the door and pick it up when you get back thank you very much. My batteries in my cd player ran out on me on my way back home and I have no idea why cuz I thought they were new..but the way my week has been going I cant be exactly sure. Ive been off on alot of things lately. And I have no idea where i put my other bottle of hand sanitizer..and I kinda need it, or will be needing it soon. I should have bought that bottle when i was at the store last..too late now. Ouch..my shoulders. I have a question. When your cat has been...um...fixed, is it possible for them to become...well, unfixed? Cuz I seriously believe my cat is in heat..this should not be happening. Maybe its the full moon. But hearing her cat moans and seeing her move around with her butt in the air, rubbing on everything is making me very uncomfortable because she keeps looking at me, and Im sorry but there is nothing I can do to help, lol. There is no way anyone is gonna buy this cat on ebay with her acting like this.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Tired Thirsty Thursday

I'm so tired. My arms are sore from lifting three heavy trash cans this morning. Allergies were still acting up today but I guess I took some medicine in time enough. Thankfully I haven't been sneezing. My throat needs time to heal. I watched this movie lastnight called "Breathing Room". Its was so independent. And it made no sense what so ever. I need to stop picking movies that I never heard of before. From now on Im sticking to the ones I know about. This crazy cat snowflake is making me want to put her on ebay..yes I want to ebay our cat. She really has got to stop waking me up in the morning before I have to get up. This morning she decides to wake me up 30 minutes before I have to get up. I lost count on how many times I had to throw her off of me but i was not getting up until it was time. I dont know why but when im cold it takes me awhile to get warm. So I end up turning the heat up high, and now my room feels like a freakin oven, and I end up having to turn the heat off..then Im cold again, so the cycle starts all over again.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

The Sneezing continues

today was another one of those days. I couldn't sleep last night and I woke up feeling hung over from the medicine I took the day before, so I havent been feeling good all day, on top of that my allergies continued to act up, which led me to take more medicine. It rained part of the day, but thankfully I didnt get rained on and didnt have to work in the rain. The wind was blowing really hard tho. It went from being hot yesterday, to raining, to cold, just like that. No wonder I keep getting sick. Anyway..ugh..yeah. Tomorrows another day, hopefully it will be better. I got a movie in the mail today called "Breathing Room". I hope its a good one.

Monday, January 5, 2009

Movie Monday

well today is my last day of vacation. My heart is crying. I didnt realize it was so close to being over until I was reminded during a phone call saturday when I was asked about going back to work Monday..I had to quickly check my calendar. So sad..but true. So anyway, I keep finding new webisodes to watch. I guess I'll find my limit sooner or later. Its about time for that unwanted visitor again. If im counting my days correct, tomorrow is the day. Figures it would pop up again on the day I have to go back to work. I didnt get in the bed until about 4:30am, and I dont think i feel asleep until after 5:30. I know Im going to have a hard time getting up in the morning. I didnt wake up this afternoon until after 1pm. Im gonna miss being able to sleep in. The movie I saw this weekend called "Jumper", was really good. Theres some movies coming out this month that I really want to see. "The Uninvited, "The Unborn" and "My Bloody Valentine 3D".

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Too much Coughing

I havent been feeling too good today, so I havent done much. I've been in a weird mood and i cant stop coughing, its starting to make me feel sick. Nothing good is on tv. I have to wait til 11 to watch the netflix movie I got today, its called jumper. Him and my dad are watching the game.Ive been watching these two webseries that I found today and yesterday. One is called "Tylers Ride" and the other is called "Tangled Web. I should go read...or something..