Friday...

I'm so glad that today is friday, sure did take long enough

After work I went to get some money orders, then came home

went to George's store...you know I had to have my cokes

I got a free tote bag in the mail today

I been trying to watch "Twilight" trailers but I cant seem to find one besides the one

Just a bunch of home made stuff...I dont want that

I couldn't even eat my dinner cuz the tuna fish was spoiled...just bought it today

I need some musical inspiration...I want to write a poem

Maybe another day..I dont really feel a poem in me today...

But..you just never know

I did get me some chocolate tho. I just meant I was gonna have some

Was craving it since yesterday

Anyway...I feel...void of something at the moment...dont know what

Weird..I know

Again with the Sickness

This is my attempt at a journal entry
I wanted to write one yesterday but I felt sick all day..went to bed early
Was coughing all day yesterday...throat scratchy
Im thinking...another cold? I dont know
Today, been coughing...coughing up blood and cold
sneezing...alot..so much so im confused
not sure if its the result or a cold or my allergies
So I took allergy meds, didnt seem to be helping
Not sure how much I've taken
And now..I have a bad headache..so I just popped two advils
I came home from work today and slept for 2 hours
Hopefully tomorrow I'll feel better

Forgot to mention..

I hate to work late today. Mighty funny all of a sudden we can work late, but they want to always say we cant have over time. I really hope she wont start that mess tomorrow saying that I have to stay on my break longer. I mean I have no problem having a longer break but then they throws me behind in the dishroom. Them teachers wont wait, they send them kids right on up to the window wether im in there or not and let them pile right up. And they all want to bring all of their classes up at once, so once it starts piling up its hard to catch up until I can finally get a break in between classes, plus I gotta keep changing out garbage bags and trying to find time to run out to the dumpster to empty the trash and wash the dishes and stack them up so they'll have clean dishes for the serving line. Im pretty fast so it dont take me all that long to catch up, but dang..that mess wears me out and I dont like to rush. Im a fast pace person on a normal level anyway so for me to need them to slow up, means its too much too fast. I never claimed to be Super woman or the energizer bunny but they seem to think so. The site manager Mrs. Tuts (toots) was there watching us today. She told our manager to tell me I have to put lime-away in the dish machine every friday. Yet another thing to add of my list of things to do, I hope I can remember. Once I get the hang of it, Im fine but all there years nobody told me I was suppose to do that every week. But everytime she comes in there she always changing up stuff. I guess she's just doing her job, but dang it seems like her job is to give me extra stuff to do, like I dont have enough to do. Fancy keeps asking me if Im still coming to her birthday party. I already told her yeah, as long as Stacy picks me up cuz I have no other way to get there. Now I have to try to find a freakin gift. Honestly I dont like shopping for people, specially people I dont know. People are so picky and Im just like..I mean I feel like its the thought that count. How are you gonna complain about a gift someone gives you when they didnt have to give you anything to begin with? If you dont want it give it back. But anyway..its fun shopping for people who I know will be happy with whatever I get them. I know few people like that. Theres two people I know of that I can buy them anything and they'll be happy. My dad use to be that way but he done changed..I dont know what his problem is. Basically Ive just started giving money as gifts, I mean who doesn't like money? But I know people who would complain about the amount you gave them..those types you just cant please, anyway, Im thinking im just gonna buy a card and stick some cash in it and Im done. Oh wow, I just saw the preview for "Twilight", for the first time. And it comes out November 21st so I can definately see it on my birthday, yay! Im so obsessed with the characters Bella and Edward. I feel like I can relate some what to their relationship...not the vampire-human part no, but I've always had a vampire fantasy...yeah Im not gonna get into that but Im so exicted now! I know...doesn't take much.

Feeling Sluggish

Well that time came around today, I knew it was coming. I was in pain part of the day but thankfully it wasnt too bad. Now my whole body just feels bloated and fatigued. Finally got the heater in my room lit so at least Im warm now. Earlier my hands were so cold I could hardly write and my feet were cold too even tho I have on socks. Gotta watch "House" and "Fringe" tonight. And I got me some cokes, yay!

Bloody Monday

I feel so exhausted..I went to work, then after work came home and washed clothes and then cleaned up. Work wasnt too bad, my stomach has just been bothering me all morning and I keep having to run back and forth to the bathroom. Were having steak for dinner, rice and gravy and cornbread. Man, it smells so good. I'm ready to eat, its not getting done fast enough for me. The wind is blowing so hard outside and its cold. I feel like that time of the month is creeping up..ugh..why! Im not ready yet. I wish it would hold off during the weekend, that way if Im in pain I can just lay in bed. I still need to clean out the cats liter box but I dont feel like getting up. Anybody watching "Heroes" or "My own worst enemy" tonight?

A Quick Weekend

Well, I had done a journal entry earlier, but I lost it. I had to restart because my pages weren't loading and I forgot to freakin save it. So anyway, this will probably be alot shorter because its late, I still need to wash dishes and I cant remember everything I wrote. But this weekend was nice, it just went by way too quick. I wish I had another day to rest. Im going to try my best not to let anything frustrate me tomorrow. Wish me luck. I went to blockbusters and took that movie back. I got another week before I get paid again, and Im broke already, besides the money I have in the bank which Im trying not to touch because im gonna need it the next two months for birthdays and Christmas. So anyway, thats it for now, wish me luck for tomorrow. Oh and everynow and then I might be using tags that dont match the season but sometimes I dont get to use them all up in time and I still want to use them so I just put them in there. :) My mouth is so dry but I dont want to drink anything because I have to keep getting up at night to run to the bathroom and its annoying.

Movie and Stuff

Well...I have a headache...again. I had one early and took something, so I dont really want to take anymore. I think Im gonna hold off and see if it will go away on its on. I watched the movie called "Room 205" today. Its one of those 8 Ghost House movies. It was interesting. Its about these people staying in this place...seems like dorm rooms or something, anyway, a woman tortured and raped in one of the rooms and ended up dying in front of the mirror, so her soul was trapped inside the mirror and when it broke, it released her spirit and she went on a killing spree. It was interesting. Not scary or anything unless your just really squimish, but it holds your interest. I was a little distracted at first tho because it looked like they did voice overs...lips didnt match the word type thing. But after awhile I stopped noticing it as much. earlier today I went to Blockbuster to rent "The Incredible Hulk". I guess I might watch it again, I already saw it in the theather when it first came out. My dad wanted to rent it so I went and got it. Then I went to Roses. My folks are a trip. My mom was saying she wanted Fig nutons and honey buns and my dad was suppose to give me the money to get it, then when I get in the truck he says he's not getting anything. Sends me in the store with $1.98 to get toilet paper but their wasnt any lower than 3 dollars and something, so I ended up coming back with nothing but a movie. You know she fussed about it but..he dont care. And I just want to be left out of it.