Mondays Moments

This morning when I was walking to work it was a dog in the road, he was dead, had bricks on top of him. It was a sad sight to see. It looked like somebody must have beat the dog to death with bricks. I hate how some people are so cruel to animals. Its just not right. I had a bad headache this morning too. I dont know if it was because of the cold air or the fact that I saw that poor dog that way had me shedding tears. Either way, my head was pounding. Oh, I saw David Archuletta's new video this morning, its so cute. Its called "Crush". I want his cd. That boy has such a big beautiful voice to be so young. I heard the ladies at work talking bout something happening over by the apartments on Morrow Avenue. Something about police, people getting arrested and somebody kicking in the doors, I dont know what happened but Im just glad I dont stay over that way anymore. I used to live in those apartments a long time ago. I was in my early years of elementary. Its just weird hearing about stuff like that. And for everybody who's wondering about "Iron Man", I watched it lastnight, I liked it alot. Looks like their might be a second part to it the way it ended. I think the man who played Iron Man has so pretty eyes. Anyway, I was up late watching it but it was good. I think my dvd player is messed up. The last two movies I watched Ive had to watch them on my computer. I dont know what to do, I was thinking of getting a new vcr for Christmas cuz thats been messed up, but now I need a dvd player too.

Unstable

Man, my feelings and emotions are all over the place. I'll be glad when this time of the month is over with. I haven't been doing much today besides watching my tapes. I'm on the last one, so hopefully my mom is done watching "Iron Man" so I can watch it. It has to go back tomorrow. My brother has been picking at me all day long. Usually its funny and doesnt bother me but right now im just too emotionally unstable. Im looking at "Monster House", its a cute cartoon. I talked to Paul earlier, we couldn't talk long cuz he had to go. I think he had to go to work, Im not sure. Everyone decided they wanted to come in my room and bother me while Im trying to talk, its so freakin annoying. Im so glad I only have to work 4 days next week. Then I'll be off Friday, Saturday, Sunday and Monday. I was thinking about going to see a movie, I dont know. "Quarentine" comes out Friday so maybe...I dont know.

Allergy Fog

Man, allergies suck. I dont know why now they want to start flaring up again. But on top of that time of the month, sneezing my head off and this medicine making me sleepy, I dont know how to feel. I've been trying to sleep it off but at first I couldn't get to sleep and then when I finally was able to fall asleep I was woken up. I went to blockbusters today to get the movie "Iron Man". My dad wanted to rent it but wanted me to go and get it. I was gonna get it from Netflix but hey if he wants to get it himself thats one movie I dont have to pay for. Whatelse? Oh I got a movie from netflix today called "Daddys Little Girl". I talked to Paul eariler today. Im so glad that he was in a much better mood cuz whenever he's upset, I'm upset too. He said he'd call me back later, im sure he probably has tried but my brother is in his room with the phone glued to his ear talking to his friend Mike. Seriously they talk for hours on the phone, rarely talk on the phone all that much. I got this bag of hersheys minitures to soothe my sweet tooth. I really dont need to keep eating like that, but whatelse is there to do when you got the munchies.

Dark Cloud

Well today hasnt been good at all. Seems like I just cant get rid of this dark cloud thats following me around. I think I'm pmsing. Ive been in a bad mood all day. Everyone and everything has been getting on my first and last nerve. Im just glad its the weekend. I'm just highly annoyed to the 10th power. And I dont know what to do to make myself feel better. But one good thing did happened today, I finally got a free t-shirt in the mail. Thats really sad that this is the only good thing in my whole entire day.

Venting

Sometimes I wish I had a split personality. They say a person invents a split personality when they cant handle whats going on in there life, so they invent a person who can. I have no idea how thats done, but sometimes I just want to not be me anymore, if that makes sense. To go hide somewhere...hey thats the title of my journal, lol..I guess thats why im here writing an entry for the second time today. To hide. I dont want to be the type of person to want to give up everytime life throws them a curve ball. Everytime it storms. Goodness knows I've been threw alot of storms and have been hit with way too many curve balls to count. But still it never gets easier it seems to hold on during the storms and it never hurts any less being hit by those curve balls. I dont know, I just needed to vent.

One More Day

One more day..woohoo! Cant wait. Im so tired. I dont know why I did so much running around today trying to help out. Im not doing that mess tomorrow. If I have a break I'll just stand there and wait. Its just a little hard for me when I have a small break to do nothing, I always want to find something to do to make the time go by faster, but Im not doing that junk tomorrow because I did all that cleaning up and they just messed it right back up. So anyway, I got the house to myself for a little while so Im enjoying the peace and quiet. I watched the movie "Black Snake Moan", last night...it was interesting, lol. I wonder whats next on my list. What I really want to see is the movies coming out this month. I want to see "Max Payne", "Eagle Eye", "Quarentine" and "Saw 5".

Over the Hump

Im so exhausted. I gotta get some new socks. Yesterday when I went to the bank and to Roses I scaped the skin off the back of my ankle cuz my socks were covering that part. The same thing almost happened today, thankfully I had put some bandaids in my pocket so I stopped on the side of the road and put to bandaide on that part when I felt my shoe scraping the back of my feet again. You know I didnt even think until yesterday that I could just order my phone cards online. I could have been doing that for the longest time instead of having to go all the way to Roses to get there. It took me three trips there finding out they still didnt have any cards for me to realize I could do that. Sometimes I feel like a dummy. Im so ready for the weekend. And Im so happy that I only have to work 4 days next week. I'll be off Friday, Saturday, Sunday and Monday. I sure need the time off to rest too. Its suddenly gotten cold in here. I turned my fan off and wrapped myself in a blanket. I can feel winter just around the corner.