Sunday, November 16, 2008

Just so everyone knows....


Ok...I've debated on wether I would put my feelings out there about this or not. Im not sure what I was gonna write about today but I know it wasnt going to be anything good because my nerves have been bad all day and Im not sure why. But anyway, I will spare you the details of all that today and will just make a statement. I'm a nice person, and on most days I'm a bubbly and upbeat person, even in times where im going thru things, I try my hardest to keep a good out look on things and look on the brightside. But sometimes its hard specially when everything seems to come at you all at once. One thing I think everyone should know, there is alot more going on in my life than what I type on here. I struggle with myself on what I should open up about because of how different people respond. From time to time I may put something in here that is personal and Im not sure if I should share, but I do it to test and see how people will percieve me and react to what I write. Depending on what type of response I get it either makes me feel like I can be more open or it leaves me gun shy and not wanting to put myself out there again. I write all this to say that yes I may complain alot in my journal but that is what my journal is for. I come here to release the stress of whatever I may be going thru. Things I maybe feeling that I cant or wont express in my everyday life. I come here to express myself. Im not writing this to be mean or anything. I appreciate all of my readers and I value your comments and opinions, but I need you all to understand that this is my outlet, my way of getting things off my chest so I wont explode, go nuts or sink into depression or something. If anyone feels like they dont want to read those types of things, I understand and its ok, but nobody is forced to read. Most days my journal will have complaining in it cuz I need to be able to release the tension I may feel. I dont know, it might be alot of people who feel that way, and its ok if you dont like what you read here. But I'm saying this now for any future entrys or comments, this is me, this is where I vent, if it bothers you in anyway Im sorry but you dont have to read it if you dont want. Once again Im not trying to be mean and Im trying to write this in the nicest way possible without being offensive. I hope I haven't offended anyone but I felt like I needed to put that out there. Thanks to everyone for reading and commenting, I hope everyone will continue. There will be more complaining so you've been warned, lol.

8 comments:

MISSY said...

You may have noticed that I had to put the same disclosure on the top of my journal. People don't seem to understand that they can stop following and stop reading. If you don't like it just keep going lol.. Why torture yourself and keep reading something you don't like?

Girl. This is your page, write what you want!!!!! -Missy

Emmi said...

I saw you write what ever feels right to you. No one is going to believe the way you do 100% of the time & that's ok. That's what makes each of us unique. If someone doesn't like what you're putting out there they can stop reading ... if you don't like what their leaving ... you can go private. It's all in your hands as it should be.

Missie said...

This is your space! Don't forget it.

Hope you have a good week.

sober white women said...

I have had people really run me down because of some of the things I have put in my journal, and yes sometimes it does hurt.
Then it hit me. I keep this journal for me and no one else. Be proud of who you are. struggles and all.
Kelli

IndigoSunMoon said...

Sweetie, if we didn't have our journals to vent in, then what would we have? You dont have to lie here...you can be truthful, and if things start getting wierd, or maybe you are afraid someone is going to read something that might offend them, then maybe you should go private. Those of us who love you will follow you, if you let us. Be real, you dont have to say what you think we want to hear. Say what is in your heart. Spill your guts. Like I said, those of us who love you will understand. All I can say that opening up, and purging yourself will set you free!
Love you,
Connie

Amanda said...

(((((((((((((((((HUGSTOYOU)))))))))))))))It is your Blog,you have every right to write out how you feel and I aggree with the other 2 comments and what Emmi said,your going to have people in your life that isnt going to belive all of what you say,but,dont worry about thoes people,just trust in thoes you belive.I hope you understood that.Have a good night and I hope you feeling better.

ADM DESIGN'S said...

Its your place so write about whatever you want. If someone doesn't like what you're writing about they can stop reading. Hopw you had a wonderful night. Hugs, Alvia

Tabby said...

Hi Melissa,

This is your place to write about whatever you feel like. If someone is offended well then they do not have to read it. It helps when you make an entry about a bad day because you get to vent and get it off your chest, no apologies necessary to anyone. I love your journal/blog you are a real person and it is ok for you to have 5 bad days in a row and write about it. Life isn't perfect and people who like to fake it is usually have the most secrets to hide. Keep up with your writing.
Hugs!
Tabby