Wednesday, November 12, 2008

My Tantrum

Well today has been one of those days where my feeling are all over the place. I dont exactly know how to explain it except to say that it feels like Im on the edge, somewhere between sanity and insanity and I dont know what to do. I dont know how to get rid of this dark cloud thats been following me around lately. I was reading the Green Olives and Pickle Juice blog (such a cute name)
And....she asked people to list 5 things that irritated them today...and what do you know..I'd be more than happy too!
ahem...(Is this mic on)
1. My boss acting stupid because I only put one pickle on the stinkin trays. She says some mess about she didnt care if I put 6 or 7 on there cuz we have so many pickles so I piled as many pickles on each tray as I could. Mess around and she wont have any pickles left, bothering me.
2. The phone constanly ringing, kicking me off and interrupting my freakin downloads.
3. Coming home to find out my dad had yank the phone cord out of the wall, broke my moms table and knocked alot of her stuff over in one of his stupid childish rages.
4. My mom calling her mom today and telling her about it. I dont know why she keeps doing that cuz anytime she trys to talk to her mom about something she always wishes she hadnt and ends up upset.
5. Having to tell my b/f no today cuz he asked me to call his brother to ask him something and I didnt want to. I hate saying no to him, its really hard for me to do, cuz all I want to do is make him happy but having to call people I dont even know makes me unhappy so I have to learn how to say no sometimes cuz I know he will keep asking me to if I dont say no.


MISSY said...

I think I'll do this one myself. I had an extremely irritating day! *M*

sober white women said...

I know the dark cloud that you speak of. It has visited me often. What I have to do is ask myself what is right. You maybe shocked at all you have to be thankful for even if it is just crawling into bed at the end of the day. I know how you feel!

Tabby said...

I feel for you I know exactly what you mean. Some day's not matter what everything just goes wrong. Sorry but I was laughing about the pickle more pickles for anyone!

Amanda said...

((((((((((((HUGSTOYOU)))))))))))))))I wish you would go to the Doctors,maybe the Doctor could give you something to help you and I know you dont like taking medicine,but sometimes,you need something to help you.I kno about thoes dark places.I am hear for you.

Kelly Dawn said...

:) everyone needs a good tantrum now and then...


Lainey Laine said...

Awwwwww poor you hun. Lots of hugs coming your way. Im feeling down at the mo too! Shall we go away somewhere nice together. Laine xxxx