Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Real People, Real Blog Awards

First I want to thank Emmi from: Emmi's Snagger-Tagger: http://snaggertagger.blogspot.com/2008/11/real-people-real-blogs-award.html for giving me this award, (sorry I dont know how to put the name and link together). Before I do my list, here are the rules:

The Marie-Antoinette A Real Person, A Real AwardHere are the Rules for the Award:1. Please put the logo on your blog2. Place a link to the person from whom you received the award ---> 3. Nominate at least 7 or more blogs4. Put the links of those blogs on your blog5. Leave a message on their blogs to tell them.

1. Missy- http://learningtoadapt.blogspot.com/
2. Ken- http://mr-misperceptions.blogspot.com/
3. Kelly Dawn-http://greenolivesandpicklejuice.blogspot.com/
4. Tabby-http://tabathamax.blogspot.com/
5. Diama- http://bitterlysweetcherry.blogspot.com/
6. Alvia-http://bitterlysweetcherry.blogspot.com/
7. Amanda-http://thisismehugs-amanda.blogspot.com/

Im too tired to type more. Still struggling with anxiety, in a effort to try and release what I was feelings I wrote a poem or two on my lunch break, figured I'd share..
Down in a dark place
you can never see the face
of the one who tortures you
makes you feel things you dont want to
feelings like your loosing air
everything seems unfair
quickly loosing your mind
everyday seems so unkind
as you loose the will to live
pain and heartache is what life gives
Drown me in an ocean, let me die
I dont want to go on, I dont want to try
I need some peace, I need some rest
When it rains, it pours on me
When will I ever be set free

I need a knife to dice these veins
Feels like im going permanetly insane
Is there courage in a bottle, strength in a cup
I need some cuz I feel like giving up


Amanda said...

(((((((((((MELISSA))))))))))))Thanks so much for the award,I feel special because you choose me,I will have to do one mysef and choose the Blogs.

Emmi said...

Thanks for playing along. You deserved the award.

Yasmin said...

Congrats on your award. You really should go and see your doctor before depression really sets in, as it's then a long road to recovery!

Take care


Tabby said...

Oh my dear friend thank you for nominating me. You are too sweet! I read your poem and I worry for you. I cut my wrist when I was 23 years old because I thought life was too much to deal with. I got help and am thankful for it. Please be ok, talk to someone I worry for you.

Love and hugs!!!

MISSY said...

Awww thanks girl!! I'll be back by later this week to pick it up and do my entry. And congrats to you on yours!

I really like that poem Melissa.. that's one of your best in my opinion... maybe because I can relate. (((HUGS))) *M*


ADM DESIGN'S said...

Thank you for the award

ADM DESIGN'S said...

I picked you for the award!

Sara said...

((( You )))

Please seek some help for the way that you're feeling m'dear.

Congrats for the award :o)