Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Feeling numb/My picks for the Bff award






Shards of glass, insert here

Razor blade, cut there

Blood dripping everywhere

If it splashes, I dont care

I feel really down for some reason, yet..I feel..really numb inside. You know like how sometimes you can cut yourself, bump hard against something but you dont feel it at first..you just feel sort of like a black out of the body. Im tired and worn out. I feel ashamed and dirty. I feel stupid, worthless, empty. And I feel annoyed with myself for feeling all of these things. Wait..let me back track..I felt all of those things at first, and now I just feel numb..yeah thats it. I confuse myself sometimes.


sober white women said...

I sure hope that you get to feeling better and that today is a better day for you. Hang in there girl!

Unknown said...

Well thank you so much for the award!!! I think you put my address up twice by accident though. We are almost to a long weekend girl hang in there and smile. I hope your mail comes today for you too.

Cheryl said...

Blogging friends forever indeed.

I hope you feel better. If it's too big of an issue for you to blog about, you can always e-mail me, and I'll be there to listen/read. My e-mail is on my page. Take care x

Rose said...

honey give it to God he can fill the whole in your soul that you are feeling! love you!

Yasmin said...

Congrats on your award.


Unknown said...

I hope that your feeling better.
Thank you for the award

Errant Gosling said...

Thank you so much for the award. :) And I know lately how you feel.

By the way, are all these shots from final fantasy x? I loved that game...