Friday, December 12, 2008
Update of the Latest
I guess I should probably update on lastnight. My mom ended up coming home at 2a.m. 2:09a.m. exactly when she started banging on the door. We all run to the door and ask her what happened and where she's been and she just keeps walking thru the house. So I ask her whats wrong but she wont say anything to me she just keeps walking around the house and then she goes into the bathroom, closes and locks the door. So Im just like...what did I do? I've been sitting here for hours worried about her cuz people are constantly calling asking me where she is, putting all these thoughts in my head saying something bad could have happened and somebody could have snatched her up. And she cant even say anything when I ask her a question. By then I was just...I dont even know the words, me and my brother just stood there looking at eachother like..why is she acting that way with us. I know she's mad at her husband but that dont mean you take it out on us. So I just get in bed and try to sleep. After I get in bed she comes in my room and gives me a hug and tells me shes sorry and shes not mad at me, that shes just mad at my dad...well I already knew that much but she didnt have to act that way with me and my brother when we were just worried and wanted to know what was going on. So anyway, I couldn't go to sleep for a long while my head was spinning and my whole body was wired, its like I was just a ball of nerves so I just laid there, twisted and turned until I feel asleep. Cant tell you when that was tho, but I was so tired and sleepy when I woke up this morning. This whole week has been a mess. Im tired mentally and physically. *Sigh* What I was going to write about yesterday was how yesterday started out all wrong..I guess its only fitting that it ended badly too. I woke up and realized the cat had threw up on my bed and I had rolled over in it...my leg anyway. I didnt know what it was at first, I just felt something wet on my leg. I got out of the bed and realized she had threw up on the floor too..how do I know? Cuz I stepped right in it. So I ended up having to clean all of that up and change clothes and all that junk...slept 30 minutes later that I should have after I finished cuz I was so tired and sleepy. I was not happy at all. Oh and wednesday night I watched this movie called "Alpha Dog". Straight crap! I believe the man who wrote it is racist cuz I heard one too many racial slurs and I cant stand that mess. Nothing but cursing the whole time...I mean I can deal with cursing, I hear it all the time, it doesnt bother me, but when every other word is a curse word, thats too much. Its way too many words in the english language to write a script with that many curse words in it..ok we get it, you like to cuss...can we move it along? K, so I guess thats it for now.